by Metamorphoenix
Victoria, Day 1 – 7th Nov ‘09
3.45pm, Pink Penguin Café, Phillip Island
First day of solo travel in Melbourne – never traveled alone before, so was facing this with some apprehension. Left on Friday night on a 7 hr flight – intended to sleep thru it but got distracted by the latest movie Julie and Julia. Passed out for 3.5 hours of sleep and flight arrived at 9.a.m. After declaring meds and snacks, I traipsed out to find a coffee and the car rental company. When I got the car, it took me another 30 minutes just to figure out the GPS and key in a couple of destinations. Then I was off!
Made a wrong turn only once (damn those highway exit directions – “keep right then bear left on the highway.” What the hey???) but the rather soothing male (yay) GPS voice led me on a 3 hour journey to Phillip Island. Hadn’t planned things really well and when time ticked past 2pm, I was ready to drop dead from hunger – had had only a single croissant for breakfast on board 7 hours earlier. But I was determined to get to the Chillhouse Backpackers Inn before sunset.
Got to the Inn – a little disappointed with the place but at Aus$60/night for a double room, I really shouldn’t quibble. Shared baths and a small courtyard to hang out in, but someone forgot to tell the pitbull to be nice to the guests.
Maybe it’s because I’m tired; although the weather’s bright, sunny and hot (so un-Melbourne kinda weather), everything’s looking a little dreary and sad.
Cowes Beach, Phillip Island
Maybe it’s because I had to leave a part of my heart behind in Singapore (he was back in town and we’d had a wonderful week together), or maybe it’s the lack of sleep and apprehension at travelling alone. The fear when I drove out of the car rental place was almost paralyzing – no back-up driver, no human navigator, no one to bounce thoughts off of. All on my own.
Am sitting at the fish and chip shop at 4pm in the afternoon in Cowes, facing a sea of brilliant blue, surrounded by holiday makers, and feeling alone. But that’s the whole point of this trip – to stand on my own two feet, to face my fears down and to walk away from this experience stronger.
I KNOW tomorrow will be a better day – I won’t allow myself to wallow. Guess I’ll head out to the Visitor Centre now to find out what there is to do on this island …
Addendum – 9pm @ Penguin Parade: Decided to stop feeling sorry for myself and went to the Penguin Parade …. and thank goodness I did, because just watching the little fellas waddling up onto the beach and heading into their burrows to feed their chicks was an amazing, uplifting experience. They were cute, struggled across rocks and past predatory birds, and then clambered up grassy slopes to get home.
I figured … if such small creatures could have such big hearts and determination, what did I have to complain about? I have had many blessings in my life, so what if the journey went a little uphill? Why did I allow myself to become discouraged?
I felt so uplifted by these beautiful blue and white penguins, and I start the day tomorrow with a little more eagerness ….. I’m getting the hang of this ‘alone-time’. Come on …. Team Meta! Let’s get it on again!
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